FRESH START 2.0

Lately I have been feeling strange. I am not sure if it is because of the stress I am under, or if there has been a shift in my cognition or……

THE SENSATIONS: Out of Body, I am one of only a few people on this planet that matter/don’t matter, Things feel like they are going fast when in actuality they are not at all. I feel like I am in a dream, and things around me are hazy, I feel super happy or super sad, no inbetween.

I feel like I am talking veeeeeeeeeeeerrrrry sllllooooooowly and the person I am talking to is thinking exactly that and judging me.

Paranoid, am I in trouble, am I not in trouble, have I done something wrong/good? Police were parked behind me and I thought they were waiting for me. The Cahoots truck that picks up people in need because of drug or alcohol use is driving next to me and I am thinking, they are here to take me away.

I don’t know why I feel this way and it isn’t everyday I feel this way. But most recently it has been more often. I think I may bring it up to my Psychiatrist, but then she may think I am a psycho as well…