I feel life is going down hill at a rapid rate of speed. With dad’s dementia steadily increasing, Alan’s dementia and selfishness increasing, and mom in memory care, I cannot catch a break.
And then, I stumbled on some posts I wrote in January 2012 about the struggles I had taking care of mom. As I read through these poignent posts, I wonder how did I block this time out of my brain?
How am I in this same cycle again? Is this life? Will I be writing about a new struggle again in 2037, having forgotten about this time in my life?
Thankfully, I have an amazing friend who is by my side as I navigate through these things. They listen to me vent my woes, listen to my anger, wipe away my tears. This time will be easier to get through with him.
FRESH START 2.0 
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